this o so lovely entry has been deleted...sorry!!!

well um...i haven't been here in forever! i'm a lil whore though and i'm over at myspace all the time now so yeah. go look at it, it's o so sexy!

www.myspace.com/fragilexcliche13

o  yess...well i've gotta go now, do other things so bye all

<3 grey

so...ya sorry that i died for a little bit. it's cold outside and i'm a lazy ass so i dont feel like leaving my house to come and use the computer anymore...so you guys can deal with that! but anyways, lifes been boring lately. school's been educational and such. as always. but um...we got our new history teacher. his names mr.wolfinger. he's cool. a hell of a lot better then crazy mr.stevens, but that's just what i think. but on like tuesday or something andre came over so we could go to comp usa and he could get his laptop, he got a camera too. then he came back to my house and ate cake. yepp. so that was a fun day with andre. then wednesday i had homie g's and we made these little mice out of hershey kisses and various other crap. antonia made some funny looking ones but she made one that's feet were sideways, it's eyes were super far apart, and it had a unibrow. simply put, it looked like shit! and she actually put it in the box to give to little kids! i'd feel bad for the kid who would've gotten that thing. i'm pretty sure after that the kid would've hated christmas/santa forever. but we decided to take the mouse, and we named it...bonk mouse. me and el scootero gave it to mrs.bonk on friday and she thought it was cute...or pretended to think it was cute. i really think it was the second one cause that thing was fugly! haha ya, but anyways, this weeks been good...for me anyway. seems like everyone else has got their own mini soap opera goin on. which seems to be happening a lot this year. but o well....so ya that's basically kinda it. so i guess i'll be goin now. bubyes

<3 emily

"look how pretty she is when she falls down..."

here's your song for today

BOYS NIGHT OUT LYRICS

"Composing"

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

These days they're allowing
Visitation to aid in my rehabilitation
To make these days mean so much more to me
I've begged friends and family for forgiveness
And now for the first time together we’ll witness
Together we’ll live this song I’ve been living incessantly
So come sing with me
Through these poison pills and chemicals
I know that you'll hear something beautiful
And brilliant the release will be instant
I'm sorry it's the only way

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

So come over to my house
Catch up over dinner
We are having strychnine and sirloin
Port wine and paint thinner
You'll convulse through the chorus
It's the song of the sinner
The audience is all dead
As I slowly clear the table
I know that this won't be the last time
It won't be the last time
I wrote this song
And the world will sing it
To me it's everything to me it's everything to me
it's on every corpse. I see her face,my love, my heart
I hear her laughter and she’s still alive
It's like she’s still alive
It's her body I'm holding
As we make love
My heart breaks every time I dismember the flesh
Hide the evidence and start again because

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead
(only through death-our voices will join together)

ok so...i'm getting pretty fucking tired of saying this so this time i want everyone to read this and actually grasp what i'm saying:

I'M NOT EMO

i dont see why there's like a fucking group of people who think i am but i'm not. if anything, i'm a prep. and oo i'm so god damn sorry that i like emo bands...can't help it. and um...ya i dunno when this happened but supposedly i cut myself now too. it's crazy how people who haven't even talked to me once in their lives know something about me that i didnt even know...crazy how the world works huh? o and if any of you reading this hates me, like if you feel that i should be hit by a bus or pushed off a cliff or anything like that...wut the fuck is wrong with you? if you hate me so fucking much, it shouldn't matter to you what i do, how i feel, or what i say. so ya, it's honestly beyond me why people who dont like me/claim not to like me visit my xanga and myspace like...a lot. seriously, i dont get it, and it kinda scares me that anyone who could care less if i died tomorrow would know and remember the names of my site and just sit there and say "i wanna know what's going on in emily's life!" seriously, that's stupid. but i guess these people's lives are so sad to the point that they should actually care what goes on with me. but just so you know, my lifes not that interesting. and honestly i'm not that important. and if you hate me that damn much then fine, do wutever you want. i'll keep putting up the pics on my myspace so you can see what i look like on any fuckin given day...so ya, just to sum this whole thing up, i'm not fucking emo, i dont love death, i dont cut myself, and just because i wanted to die doesnt make me emo. sorry that depression happens to people...and not every fucking persons who's depressed is emo. if they were, then half the people sayin this shit need to take another look in the god damn mirror. but hey, ya know do what ya gotta do. makes no difference to me. cause personally, the people sayin this shit are all the people who i hope get killed tomorrow so ya. well i just wanted to let everyone know that people are fuckers and i'm not so stupid as to not know that these people have been sayin shit about me. but it's life i guess. so ya, alrighty well, hope you guys had fun reading that. bye now

<3 grey

hey peoples. i'm bored as hell right now...working on a history thiiiiiiiiiiiiiing....i hate history. o yess. but we've got like 2 new subs till turkey day then we have a teacher. woot. so anyways, um...today was an ok day. pe was interesting. mrs.bonk...she's stupid. she made me, el scootero, and lauren do a freakin like...outline of a packet about bowling. wtf is that?! ok i didnt pay to bowl cause i had other homework to do...i'm sorry that other classes mean a lot more to me then pe but wutever, i didnt do it anyway so wutever, after that i went to geometry and o goodness. me and annah went like...crazy! it was funny. me and dante are good buddies now though. cause i know his last name so now we're good buddies. haha. and....i just love geometry! for seceret reasons! mwahahaha. anywho, after that i went to sociology and um...i dont really remember what happened there. i think in that class it was pretty uneventful. but um french, we had a test and i think i failed...or not who knows, but there wasnt a word bank so i'm pretty sure i spelled everything wrong. then i um stayed after school but i dont really know why...i wasted a whole bunch of time and i had a whole lot of  homework to do today...but now i'm here doing history hw. so um bye now

<3 grey

no song or quote...sorry!